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Whether I'll Live or Die
by Stacy Eaton

“It sounded so simple in theory; ready... aim... fire... but what actually transpired was so much more.”

Officer Nicole Nolan holds the gun steady in her hands, knowing that life will be forever altered once she pulls the trigger. Her position as a small town police officer is to protect those who cannot protect themselves. It is her job, her career and her life.

Amanda stands where protection does not exist. With several failed relationships behind her, Amanda turns a blind eye to the possessiveness Josh displays in order to sooth her desperate need to be loved. As the mental abuse turns violent, Amanda must deal with the denial and embarrassment of being a victim once again. With her emotional and physical health siting on the edge, she must fight to regain control of her life.

A gripping story with one final destination, but will it be life or death?

*** A Portion of the proceeds will be donated to Domestic Violence Centers ***

“…a brilliantly crafted journey that engages the reader both emotionally and psychologically” Best-selling author, GE Johnson

“Life changing, compelling and heartbreaking…” International best-selling author, Amy Manemann

“This book brings a new light to the issue of abuse against women. The stark detail made me want to reach into the pages to help.” Reader, Scott Johnson
 

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